The r ecall of former pasts only lasts a few minutes. When the slithers first started I would think they we r e dreams. Then I would notice things changed while I was away before I no longer noticed . That was when the notebo oks began . I started leaving paper and pencil by the bed when I was hav ing sex. It became clear I only slithered away momentarily after I came. But while away time ran for longer durations, depending apparently on frequency and quality of sex. Away times could be very long indeed . But my returns to what was presently passing for now took turns of unsettling nature. That is until the rubber band of time caught up and the slithers became memories that had always been there. T ime critical recollection was key. I would return sometimes to Jud y's condo with her. Sometimes to my in - law apartment dormer with her. Sometimes in my high rise apartment with her. Worst in my furnished one room ap artment, with
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